karma (part 2)
Everyone gets what the deserve....Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve….Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve….Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve….Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve….Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve….Everyone gets what they deserve…. Everyone gets what they deserve…Everyone gets what they deserve.....
What about the lawyer who was shot dead last week? Did he deserve that? From all accounts, i dont think he did. He was going to the aid of a woman in trouble. You think that would promote good karma. But he was murdered. That's not good.
I saw this thing on tv the other day about a phenonemonal woman who has adopted three girls, two of which were born HIV + and now have full blown aids, though they are still teenagers. This single mother has raised a wonderful family, despite their adversities. What has she done to deserve the cancer that had riddled her body?
I know my actions in the past have been somewhat questionable. I can honestly say that there are things that i wish i could take back. But at the same time, i believe that i am young, and these mistakes of the past were my way of learning and finding my way through this world. And as i heard someone say tonight, 'life is a journey, not a destination'. On this journey we are constantly learning and improving ourselves. I dont think it's fair that while we are in this state of learning, that we be punished for our actions. But we are. We are constantly blindsided by karmic intervention.
I feel that my past is the past; it is a history that i must learn from, and even if i make similar mistakes again and again, it is ok, because it is only through constant reflection that i can improve my self and reach self actualisation.
But karma doesnt see it this way. And now i am gettting what i deserve.
Do i deserve this? the anxiety and the confusion? Does anyone?
What about the lawyer who was shot dead last week? Did he deserve that? From all accounts, i dont think he did. He was going to the aid of a woman in trouble. You think that would promote good karma. But he was murdered. That's not good.
I saw this thing on tv the other day about a phenonemonal woman who has adopted three girls, two of which were born HIV + and now have full blown aids, though they are still teenagers. This single mother has raised a wonderful family, despite their adversities. What has she done to deserve the cancer that had riddled her body?
I know my actions in the past have been somewhat questionable. I can honestly say that there are things that i wish i could take back. But at the same time, i believe that i am young, and these mistakes of the past were my way of learning and finding my way through this world. And as i heard someone say tonight, 'life is a journey, not a destination'. On this journey we are constantly learning and improving ourselves. I dont think it's fair that while we are in this state of learning, that we be punished for our actions. But we are. We are constantly blindsided by karmic intervention.
I feel that my past is the past; it is a history that i must learn from, and even if i make similar mistakes again and again, it is ok, because it is only through constant reflection that i can improve my self and reach self actualisation.
But karma doesnt see it this way. And now i am gettting what i deserve.
Do i deserve this? the anxiety and the confusion? Does anyone?
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